December 2011
It's time to change.
Some of the events of today and tonight have made me realize something.
I need to change.
I made a list tonight of 6 things that I want to change about myself. I really want to work on this list because I want to make myself a better person. Not only a better person for me but a better person for her so she can have a better person as well.
It’s time to change.
I'll never learn...
When will I ever learn?
To just let some things go.
I think my worst quality is that I need to know everything about how everyone is feeling. I don’t know why but I do and I pester people to no end to find that out.
I need to tell myself “It’s not your business, just let it go…”
I can't leave you...
…no matter what happens. I need you too much in my life to leave.
I’ll never leave you.
I promise.
Things that irk me...
…when a single guy majorly hits on a girl who’s taken. Especially when it’s something sexual.
Seriously? Dude, have a little respect. You clearly know that she has a BF (and potentially a good relationship) and you should respect that.
I understand you’re single. That’s great and, don’t get me wrong, I’m very happy for you but just because you are single...
It's so nice...
to have someone actually care.
I mean, I know my friends care but that’s not what I’m talking about.
By care I mean be there day and night, to call me when im down, hug me when im sad and make me smile when id rather frown.
By care I mean the security that I know that, no matter whats going on in my life, I’ll have someone out there to go through it with. Someone to hold my...
